Good thing Bad thing?????

Well this past month has been one of the most stressful times in my life, and that is saying something. To start at the beginning, at the end of Jan. I found out I was pregnant. I was so exited. Hopefully this one is out baby girl, so i changed doctors and got my insurance all in order. After that I started looking at out situation and was so glad that we were finally getting some bills paid down and were starting to recover from Brad not having work last year.


What was I thinking. The first week of Feb the hormone change hit. I have been quick to anger and not handling daily life as well as I did before. Then if that was not enough Brad told me last Friday that he was laid off from his job. I lost it that day. I don't think I have stopped crying scenes. That news combined with all the hormones is killing me. All of the old fears and issues I have had with Brad are coming back. And what is worse I can't stop them because my pregnancy.

I was lucky to have an opportunity come my way in the form of a job offer. That also comes with stress and challenges. If I took it yes our money situation would be fixed but, Brad would resent me, and we would have to sell our house and move, not to mention the kids would have to be in day care after Brad found a job.

All of these things could be both good or bad things, but which one. I wish I could see more clearly. If any one has some helpful hints I could use them, because with all that is going on I can't enjoy much. I want to go back to Jan. and just be exited for our new baby.